Mrs Negative

Mrs Negative embraces her tardy Positive. Life after IVF and loving the son I never thought I'd have.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006


Our hearts are broken.
I remain Mrs Negative.

This has been a long & excrutiating day. I dared to dream right up until that phonecall. It's amazing how swiftly your dreams can be snuffed out. Gone in a blink. All that remains is a cold, empty, mournful moment. Oh, my soul hurts.


Blogger Sparkle said...


So sorry, it's harsh. I always got my period before doing the blood test so I don't know what's worse.

Have I got it wrong or do you still have some ice-babies?

Anonymous Carrie P said...

Sorry to hear this, Mony. Thinking of you.

Blogger Pixxiee said...

Oh Mony. My soul hurts for you. I was so hopeful, so hoping that this would be your time.

I'm so sorry. I know you have many good friends, but if you ever want to email, you know my address.

I'm glad you dared to dream though.

Blogger Kaz said...

Hi Mony. I'm a lurker and have been reading your posts.
I'm so sorry this cycle hasn't worked for you, my heart goes out to you. I have been there and know how you feel.
Take time for yourself and then do the only thing you can... get up off the floor, dust yourself off and keep going.
Take care.

Blogger StellaNova said...

I'm sorry. I wish I has something better to say.

Dreaming is not a bad thing.

Look after yourself.

Blogger Julie said...

I'm so sorry! Take care of yourselves.

Blogger theoneliner said...

Oh no. no. no.

Another reminder that the universe is a harsh, exponentially unfair place, where great, kind people like you and P(?) weren’t made parents this month.

Its only fitting that the skies outside my window are grey.

Blogger Just another Jenny said...

My heart hurt as soon as I read the title. I am so very sorry Mony. You have worked so hard, you deserve so much more. My thoughts are with you.

Blogger Pamplemousse said...

Oh Mony, you were almost there! I am so sorry.

Anonymous mm said...

Fuck. No no no. I'm so sorry.

Blogger Mellie said...

Oh Mony, I'm so so so terribly sorry. It's so excrutiatingly unfair and doesn't make any sense and g-ddamn it why didn't it work. You are an incredibly brave soul and will get through this. Be good to P and let him take care of and be good to you.

I wish there was more we could do.

Blogger Krista said...

Oh Mony that's awful, awful news. I am so sad for you, I know how much it hurts (most of us know).

I hope you are feeling better soon. I wish we weren't on opposite sides of the world, I would love it if we could be there for each other.

Blogger serenity said...

Oh Mony. I am so very sorry.

At these times I wish I could offer more than words to you to erase the hurt.

Know that I am wishing you peace and love right now.

Blogger Dramalish said...

I was praying with all my might while your blog was loading on my computer...
It's so unfair. Mony, I'm so sorry. I wish I could do something to make you feel better, but I know this hurts more than anyone can fix.

I wish you love and peace, and healing soon.

Blogger Tiff said...

I am so sorry, sweetie.

Blogger Milenka said...

Oh, Simone. I am so very, very sorry.

Blogger Lut C. said...

Oh, how disappointing. Absolutely deflating. I'm so sorry.

Blogger Hopeful Mother said...

Mony, I am so sorry about this. We are here for you through all of it.

Blogger Kate said...

I am so sorry. All I can say is that I know how you feel. I wish it had been different. I'm just so sad for you.

Blogger Ova Girl said...

i'm so sorry mony. thinking of you.


Blogger Mary Ellen and Steve said...

Oh Mony, I am so so sorry. Take care. Hugs.

Blogger seattlegal said...

I am so sorry, Mony.

Blogger ash said...

I am so sorry for you and P. My heart aches. I hope you find solace in your husband, friends, and family. For what it's worth, I'll be thinking of you.

Blogger the waiting line said...

so very sorry. thinking of you.

Anonymous llama said...

Shit, Mony. I'm so sorry. I was sure this was it....

My love to you and P. Take care of yourselves. xx

Blogger Bugsy said...

Oh hunny - I am so sorry. So very very sorry. Thinking of you.

Blogger Meg said...

Mony - I'm so sorry.

Blogger JennG said...

My sincere apologies...

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oh Mony. It's agony. I'm so sorry.

Blogger heleen said...

Oh, what can I say. This is so tragic, I'm so sorry to read this.

Blogger LabiaLady said...

mony, i am so sorry....

Blogger Maya said...

Mony - Very very sorry. You so deserve to have this be positive right now. Big warm hugs to you. Please, please do whatever it takes to nurture yourself right now.

Blogger Twisted Ovaries said...

I've been lurking here, and I wanted to let you know how very sorry I am, Sweets.

Blogger Fertile Soul said...

oh i am so sorry.

So sorry.

Blogger The Town Criers said...

I am so sorry. This roller coaster ride sucks.

Anonymous Manuela said...


Blogger Em said...

Crap, bugger. I am really sorry Mony.

Blogger Millie said...

damn damn damn

I'm so very sorry.

Anonymous MichelleL said...

I am very sorry to hear this. I hope you will feel better very soon and a path to your goal will become clear.

Blogger Alli said...

I'm so sorry. {{hugs}}

Blogger Shazz said...

I am so sorry, sending big hugs.

Anonymous Jill said...

Oh, Simone, I'm so sorry. I wish it could have been different news. You're in my thoughts and prayers. (((Hugs)))

Blogger Serendipity said...

Awwww. Sorry to hear about that. Sending you hugs from across the world. Found your link in a roundabout way from Katt.

Blogger PCOSMama said...

Mony, I just discovered your blog a couple days ago and was SO hopeful for you after that reading of 6! I'm so sorry!

Blogger Thalia said...

Oh Mony I am sorry. How incredibly disappointing. I hope you are recovering somewhat.

Anonymous Sara said...

Thinking of you . . .

Blogger SaraS-P said...

so sorry to hear the bad news!

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Blogger Suzanne said...

I'm so incredibly sorry.


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